An Invititation
Truth is not the same as vulnerability.
The moment you look, you begin creating.
You may have imagined a person while moving through the rooms.
That person may resemble me.
They may not.
I do this too.
I look. I connect things. I decide what they mean.
Sometimes I recognize something real.
Sometimes I recognize only what I already know.
You may hear confession because I have given you intimate material.
But I am not confessing to you.
The rooms contain traces.
Selected traces. Arranged traces. Contradicting traces.
What you make from them belongs partly to the work and partly to you.
Hiding has a choreography too.
I can stand naked and remain unseen.
Autobiography is not biography.
I cannot know what you felt from the way your body reacted.
You cannot know what I felt from what I chose to show you.
But we try.
Words are easy to give away.
They create a wall and leave an image to build from.
They allow me to hide the sound of my heart beating while I listen to yours.
You build from the image.
I will build from the sound.
Neither will be complete.
Still, we will both leave with something to carry home.
You are not trespassing.
I invited you.
Give me a name, if you need one.
I was raised in noise.
I am fluent in it.
If you want to know me,
find me
when I am quiet.
Ah.
There it is.
Which one did you choose?